Journal
Saturday, January 28, 2006 >CNY is never what it was last time. Having a full-day lesson yesterday, A performence lasted less dan an hour that lacked originality.
Something that will never change would definately be, Mahjong and poker cards i believe. Notwithstanding Angpao(s), of course.
MJ n Pker time!
Thursday, January 26, 2006 >I just stumbled upon these, apt to describe people and, myself.
what are true friends? are they those who support you? cheer you up when you're down? pick you up when you've taken a tumble? or are they those who will give you the space so that you'll be left alone to yourself... because they know deep down inside, no matter what they say... they wont be able to find me a reason to let the sun shine again in my world...
-Solasura(Honz)-
>Things hasn't been up to expectations. mayb, nothing has been up to expectations. Scorns, praises, cheering at people's downfall, compliments shrouded in the air.
Devious-ity, attaining selfish motives flooded the Character. Where has the Principal Ethics gone to now?
Misted by fakeness, having a life that not belongs to your own. Just like a geisha, wearing a white painted face mask with red lips. Emotionless.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 >had my 2nd language test today, dun tink i would be able to do well though. the format is kinda sucky.. tts wad i can say. so, wads the reason behind this change in chinese? I believe that most of you should have guessed it and if really don't know, contact me=) I wouldn't want to risk getting malign as a racist blogger.
An advance happy new year to all.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 >Revamp.
A new year for a new design-Chinese New Year. I personally like this concept alot(thanks to honz- www.blankwithoutyou.blogspot.com). Hope all of you are able to comprehend the concept too. Happi chinese New Year in advance!
Saturday, January 21, 2006 >Unexplainable stuffs. Firstly, isnt it amazing that you are able to see the same person on the same place without any arrangements? Life is just as unpredictable. Next, having a stranger to preach about christianity in a toilet is abit crappy ya? Pls do not misunderstand that im racist about christianity but wad he saes is realli crap la..
Indifferent Singaporeans
As usual, when singaporeans, or well, mayb most singaporeans, if they see a donation can on ur hand, dey will shun u as though u just came out from a rubbish chute! once again, history repeats itself, girls r able to collect donations much more easily.
Friday, January 20, 2006 >Hectic week.
School started. Arrival of 2006 New faces, old faces. Stalls of food changed. People changed. Bags changed. Books changed. Well, nearly everything has changed, but why am i still stick in this puddle of mud? I know i should get out fast.. by myself. I do appreciate all helps given but, any amount of help would be futile. Sorry.
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Quotes:
-When you face great pressure, be yourself!
-Qiu xue bu shi qiu fen shu; Qiu ai bu shi qiu sheng fu.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 > Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
There's ocean in between us, but that's not very far.
Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
Why are you so blurry?
Monday, January 02, 2006 >"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes, Inner warmth awakened. Coldened heart was melted, returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen, sheltered by feelings. Flooded everywhere, but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears, Emotions being mixed up. Weak and deplorable, Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you, Unintentionally or intentionally, unable to be freed, till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
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i'hv completed this today, but well, i still hope others would be able to complete it.
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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