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Saturday, December 30, 2006 >The Keys to Your Heart | You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
>just came back from the mountains around a day ago, it has been a rather chilly way to get pass the few days before and there is the throat infection that bugged me for the last 2days that seems like someone pinching my throat every time i swallow anything. The days would have been much better if not for the f**king guard at the gate and i would swear to use jus 100 to get 10000 4 1/2 years later and throw my identity card at him. you better watch out!
and btw, i do notice a new resistant in the bodies of the females, they seem to be resistant to cold. how can one ever be so joyful and happy in just a sleeveless top + a skirt in a temperature of 15-17 degrees?! Im seriously comtemplating that are they from the poles, hmmx.
anyway, just a few days more and it would be 2007. another year had just flew past without even dropping by for a sip of coffee. soon, we will be biddding goodbye to our dear 2006 and there come 2007.
adious 2006!
Monday, December 25, 2006 >today is christmas eve, so first of all, merry christmas everyone of you who is visiting this lonely dusty tiny planet in the large universe.
yesterday was my last day of work and I really miss the company and most probably i would onli go back to work on next year when i have the time to do so. MSH i would never forget you where the laughter will always ring in my head and the funtimes that we had will always be remembered. I will miss you guys, and today while walking with my other colleague, she shared the same sentiments as me as yesterday would most probably be her last day too.
jet will be escaping the clutches of reality from 26th till 30th. take care~!
Thursday, December 14, 2006 >after around 12 days of work, i'hv found out many interesting facts of life that the different approaches people use to reject you.
Most common ways used to reject a salesperson.
When at home and someone knocks the door... 1) No ones at home. (shouted from a person inside- i wonder, is he realli a person?) 2) Do not answer the door even if the door is open. 3) Scold vulgerities behind the door 4) Open the door and slam it before the salesperson can even speak. 5) the best way and it also makes the sales person happy is to say YES to whatever the salesperson say. 6) answer the door and act as if you do not understand a single thing he is saying to you.
When walking along the road and someone approaches you.. 1) continue walking 2) just face up your palm to the salesperson 3) continue walking BUT turn in the other direction(dun let me see u again). 4) say that you are a tourist and has no time 5) increase the pace of your steps
But however, the best way to stop a salesperson from pestering with you is to just sign up with whatever hes promoting! hehs.
Monday, December 11, 2006 > we are just so small compared to the world
1st resentment: It is until today that i finally believe that there are such idiotic singaporeans. what the hell isit that u tell me "no one's at home". who the hell are u kidding? Are you saying that you are not a human? maybe im jus unlucky that day to have met a beast, maybe a bitch?
2nd resentment: where the fuck did your bloody manners go? didnt you know that when someone is talking to you you should at least turn and face the person approaching you? I can accept if you just continued walking. Why must u even turn ur head in the other direction? furthermore, you are wif ur kids and beware that ur kids treat u in this way in future too. Stupid manner-less mums.
so is this what i call courteous singaporeans?
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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