Journal
Thursday, February 26, 2009 >filoss porter is angry,frustrated and unhappy because he just got a "no" to something he really wants, esp without knowing why. tomorrow he will go ahead and finish his lvl0 and get his questions answered... will not let this go easily.
n pls do take care of yourself..
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 >congrats! to ur vasttt improvement and td did 13rnds lvl0 on time! friday i shall clear it.. and start on lvl 1 soon. hopefull by 1st wk of march can clear lvl1 alr. hehe.
JIAYOU!
run hard, run smart. =D
Monday, February 23, 2009 >really looking forward to xp that's coming soon and in a way, abit scared because are we a little bit complacent? hmm..
_______________________________________________________________ im really very happy and touched for everything u done.. thankyou!!!! =D.
a lvls releasing this friday? hmm...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 >the j2s are not bad now, quite good seniors but maybe few more trainings they will get even better. all the way j2s! very happy for your..
and as for j1s... some are not bad but still unsure yet. cant tell so fast. =)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 >today did some runs and met up wif old friend! heh. enjoyed the time alot!! weeeeee.
tomorrow is the 2nd training since the last one! looking forward to it and all the new memories with batch XII! hohoho.
and feeling vry unfit now, still cant even clear lvl 0... sigh.
Monday, February 09, 2009 >gonna start running tml again and train hard.
is level one still in reach...?
Sunday, February 08, 2009 >vry happy for the jones that they swept the top 4 positions, well done...
didnt go down today becus of work and i felt presence wasnt necessary bah. anyways, proud of them, good job.
n anyone wanna come for dis coming sat cj odac orientation in the morning to get dirty and have fun?? hahaha=)) ____________________________________________________________________
im waiting.. waiting...
Thursday, February 05, 2009 >i think im out of mind recently.. have been working and working. especially the last 2day where i worked from 10am-10pm, den 10.30pm-5.30am (but we finished early and ended at 3+am) den i continued selling chocs from 10amto10pm today. woo. rlly drained out... and the day b4 had a nice day out meeting up wif old frenx and had a nice dinner=).
endure and enjoy...
not looking forward to this sunday at all and will not be going down. not becus scared but i feel there isnt a need as a number thinks they are good enough to stand on their own. what has been said has been said, nothing more is needed. now we shall all await to see the final result. will it end in tears of happiness or sorrow or...
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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