Journal
Sunday, March 29, 2009 >stopped work totally already and now, I'm slowing down my footsteps alot and to really enjoy my time because the clock is ticking...
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
alright. its damn damn true. though education and right job contradicts, it totally fits what i think. i rate this quiz 95% true. go try it!! CLICK ME
Sunday, March 22, 2009 >it all seems so fake, but yet they are all real. it all seems too good to be true, but yet they are all true. it all seems.. it all seems.. it all seems..
that i can only treasure what is there now.
it is all about having each other..
Thursday, March 12, 2009 >gonna leave in less than 24hours. i hope this xp will go well and be as smooth as possible! thanks for trusting me and letting me go...
and im still being dangled there by the hook.. dont really like this feeling but but but..
waiting always..
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 >everyday is now a happy day for jatropha, no matter how bad something gets, the plant has something to rely on. thank you. nothing will be too tough from now on!=)
tomorrow a little backpack trng at macritchie, gonna have some fun there! hehe=D think i shld be fine with the little training bah. hopefully. >.<.
XP is coming this friday, i do feel excited for it, but.. worried and unsecured as well. uh! and.. and.. and...
Sunday, March 08, 2009 >today is most prolly the last day of work.. after so long!! gonna take a breather and have some social life.
XP is on 13th-19th as well! looking forward to it and at the same time, im worried for it! i feel that we are too complacent and that isnt a good thing! esp in terms of physical!!! uhh.
and yep, filoss porter is a happy person!! =)
Monday, March 02, 2009 >today was a bad day to start with, was sick and overslept... set meal A came, fever,sorethroat,cough,headache. felt terrible for the first half of the day and thankfully took a nap which made me feel better..
but what made me feel better is when i was going to dinner. thankyou=))
and what made me think today is a great day(though sales sux and health jialat) is that wish granted. heex.
btw, FRIDAY IS DA DAY! n b4 tt,someone even told me its tues. -.-""
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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