Journal
Saturday, August 27, 2005
>2121
haven been postinng for a few days cux my comp was down.. haix.. n now bloggin at my granma hse.. heh.. feeling sick now.. argh.. *sneezes*
ok.. finally completed another week of tests.. but more is coming! cant stand it.. y so many testt!!
the sun has rose, the sun had set. and our lives. just follows the routine as the time passes. no climax nor downs. boring life.
transient clouds has passed. time runs pass us and not waiting. leaves rustles in the wind. sitting alone under the tree pinning. darkess overcomed us. extinction of races. celebrating in my deepest mind.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
>2003
I had my amaths test td.. n.. jux nid a lil more time.. sighx nth much to blog about and heres
"a dream after all"
A dream after all
When I first saw you I thought we could never be together
but now we are Always forever.
Our love is so strong and I know nothing could ever
go wrong. You mean the world to me and without you
I wouldnt be. I love you and you love me and
thats how its meant to be....
if there's a chance u can come back to me,
i will appreciate this relationship more than anyone else...
" The love of my life, has forgotten about my heart.
Just like the stars, I feel so far apart.
On the ground it does lay,
never to betouched underneath the rocks,
stomped on and crushed
I'm sorry for all the things i have done,
And saying that your smile reminds me of the sun.
I'm sorry to say it I still Love You
I'm sorry to say It was just too good to be true
No more that just friends, I't will never be the same
Maybe again, I can recieve your love once more.
But until that day comes, my heart will be torn
No matter what you think and how you may seem,
being with you ,will be only a dream.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
>1948
particularly, there isnt realli anything to tok bout todae.. cept that the nx few daes wld be horrid. test test and test.
is there anything else we can do other dan dat?
everything jux happen in a routine order and around half of our lives is being controlled.
doing smth most of us wld not enjoy.study.
y jux couldnt there be something else other dan qualifications?
i guess there shldnt be anythg more to add now.. except that..
humans wun change.. as you see.. leopards wun change its spots
and.. can SOMEONE get rid of the obscene image in sch.. plx?
ok~ thats all.
tata~
Cheers!
Monday, August 22, 2005
>2007
haven posted for the past few days cux due to the hectic life.. but this week, it would be another crappy week due to the myriad amount of test in dis week. There might be even a chance that we would get 3 test on thurs.. but there would be a minimum of 2.. y just cant teachers do sum co-ordination among dem? or, are dey just out to stress the living hell out of us?
There isnt other things cept that i wan my driving license.. badlyyy... yes.. BADLY!!!!!!!! I WANNA DRIVEEEEEEE ARGHHHH =/
today also got back my 2 suky test- chem and phy which i get 25/34 and 12.5/25 respectively.. SO LOUSY!!!!!!!!! but.. i better keep mum of my whines.. if not ltr those ppl whom failed come find me.. heh =) anyway, jiayou!
i guess.. dis post is vry boring.. zzz even i read oso sian.. lolx
Friday, August 19, 2005
>1931
It was finally the IPPT today.. and they have not change a single bit after all. making us sitting for 2-3 hours under the blazing sun. we went there at 2+(as told) but we were the last to run.. so, it was ard 5 when the run was completed. during the first round.. i was still yawning.. due to the long hours of sitting down.. n felt indolent.
wj, tj and i went back to sch as there should be npcc.. but to our astonishment, it had already ended. the most terrible thing is that, no one informed us about it! damn you(those whom were at the canteen should noe hu is it).
anyway, i got placing 41. coincidentally, its same as my register no. haha. n the time was 1231.. hmm.. 2 4d nos for everyone! 4141 and 1231.. lols XD
n btw.. theres a damn obscene image that kept on appearing todae too.. cant stand it!
go take a look in the mirror man! heh
no much comments on any other things td.. so jux smth for all of u to tink about=)
Words of thought
A loving heart, a gentle smile
a warm and tender touch
We give so many things in life
but nothing means as much.
A little inspirationwhen one loses hope,
A kind word of encouragement
when they no longer seem to cope.
A simple phrase, "I love you"
when no one else is there
Taking hold onto a hand
in a little heartfelt prayer.
Love is never silent
It has so much to say,
And it is our greatest blessing
when we give it all away.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
>Note: This post contains offensive remarks. Reading it or not is up to you.(no pin-pointing of any teachers)
Today was supposed to be our IPPT 2.4km run. I just took it as it is with a carefree mood. It was when it started raining and i started to get indolent because of the weather. Some loathed it, some loved it. I belong to the latter group as i can feel the tinges of pain on my leg while walking.
It was towards the end of the day when it was still raining but no announcement had been made. So, all of us shall take it as the run still goes as per normal though suspense still rings through the air.
So, most of us went to change and while proceeding to the destination, we were informed that the run might be cancelled, so we waited. And in the end, it was postponed.
During last year, this same thing happened when many of us had went to the stadium as no notice of cancellation of the run has been made. Why cant just this teachers whom are in charge of the run be more responsible and learn from their mistakes? Teachers often scolds us when we do sumthing wrong, but wad have dey done now?
Nothing!
Irresponsible scumbags, cant u just practice wad u preach?
wad a good example as a teacher and we should follow suit of being irresponsible rite? Are you trying to teach us on wads irresponsibility?
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
>Note: This post might dampen some of your mood and words that might infiltrate the young little innocent mind of yours. Plx do not read if you do not wish for the above to happen.
Today was a day filled with misfortunes, yes, too much misfortunes that caught me off handed.
At this very day, i had totally realised wad is the other side of this degrading human races.
Yes degrading. When ever we flaunt how clever we are, but in actuay fact, we r actually worse dan dogs. you would understand when u read further.
Are we onli capable of gloating over other people's misfortunes? and just talk lightly about the problem being faced n show how BRAVE you are. why not try it urself? action speaks louder dan words.
whenever a problem surfaces, are just onli capable of shelving the blame to others, in other words, scapegoat. why cant we just put down our ego for that very second and just admit our folly?
totally self-centered, oblivious to other people's feelings and egoistic bastards. yes, truly bastards.
Even dogs will stay by their masters side and some even mourned to death at their master's deathbed. what bout humans? they just like to flaunt their wealth during burial and show how filial they are to relatives.
Fakers.
totally undeserving to be on this world.
so this phrase is true after all, ren mian shou xin. for non chinese, it means having a human face, but a heart of a beast. but i feel that, humans are worst dan beast.
piece of degrading shit. *spits*
sori if i offended many of your, but, i hope this post would make people more aware of their actions and be more sensitive to other people's feelings.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
>1802
Forever
There isnt much to talk about today as nth that jolts up my life happened. Anyway.. I noticed the recent uprising of this word -- forever. [This is not due to reference of anyone]
Technically, I feel that this word is like, just saying it for the sake of saying it. As, things are almost impossible to maintain foreverness(is there sucha word?). Provided that you, yes, you make an particular meticulous effort to continue maintain the relationship. If not, it will just get diluted with time.
As this word now is so frequently used, sometimes, is it realli true anyway? *shakes head in disbelief* So it is now more like a cliche used by many people around us whom just use it for fun and sometimes, not meaning it. Or you may call it, lying. (A white lie is though accepted) heh..=p
So practically, I guess we should say it when we are really prepared to make the extra effort between the few parties and really make this forever come true.
I think i should lighten the mood at this point of time. Some of you may not agree with me though and I welcome all comments=).
p.s- I mean it when i say forever though=p hehe..
Saturday, August 13, 2005
>2131
There isnt anithg to post todae though.. nth special to talk bout too..
so.. dis post will b kinda boring...
today, woke up at ard 12 i tink.. heh.. had a nice sleep.. n after that.. watched tv..did work.. do some work.. n nth le.. wad a boring dae..
but anyway.. im blogging dis post at my granma hse now currently, so.. nt realli much inspiration to write anithg special.. i hope.. todays post isnt chim rite? haha... based on many peoples feedback.. heh..
O ya.. Happi Birthdae to u btw.. dun b too touched when u read dis.. hahaha happi`15
Now, here's an article for ur to read=)
Here is the 10 reasons:
Why the Poor will Always be PoorAn article taken from web site of Wallstraits.com
There is an old saying: The rich get richer and the poor get poorer. It's true, and there's a logical explanation why it holds true in every capitalist society. Put simply: the rich understand the difference between an asset and a liability, and the poor never quite get it. The rich work for investment capital, while the poor work for disposable income. The rich buy appreciating assets and allow returns to compound, while the poor buy depreciating assets and live paycheck to paycheck. The rich live a bit below their means until their compounding investment returns supply enough passive income to support a lavish lifestyle, while the poor live just at their means throughout their lives.I was reminded of the stark distinction between the haves and the have-nots when the Straits Times newspaper carried a cover story about the new Singapore Shares and featured a large color photo of a long line of poor and elderly waiting to cash in their shares on the very first day of issue. When the reporter asked why they were choosing to sell so quickly, they invariably replied, "I need the money". No doubt, their newfound wealth will evaporate before year-end.
Education is not the key to wealth. Income level is not the key to wealth. Rich parents can lead to wealth, but it won't guarantee continued wealth. Winning the lucky draw is not the key to wealth. The secret to wealth creation is simple: set aside a portion of your regular income in an appreciating asset with compounding returns.
One of the best vehicles for wealth creation is the stock market.Anyone can be a millionaire by retirement age. That's right, anyone, with any education level, and with any income level. If you can put aside just $25/week and invest it in a stock portfolio that yields long-term returns of about 12%/year, you will retire 40 years later with $1,188,342. Even as low as the barrier is to joining the ranks of retired millionaires, so few, less than 1% of the population, will ever come anywhere close to achieving this simple goal. Why?There are basic mistakes made repeatedly and consistently by average income people that lead them down the road to poverty, or lower middle-class at best. The most basic mistake is to buy a lifestyle you cannot yet afford, using borrowed money to make up the difference. Typically, money is borrowed at high interest rates to pay for things that eventually depreciate to zero value. The worse investment is probably a car, which is expensive, has high operating costs, and rapidly loses value.Those who never quite figure out the difference between an asset and a liability, and the magic of compounded returns on even small investments over time are doomed to suffer in poverty for a lifetime. Amazingly, no schools offer courses in basic family finance to help avoid such a trap. Too often a car, a stereo system, a new sofa, or a handphone are purchased with credit cards as if they were assets... when they are really heavy burden liabilities. To escape the poverty trap, learn the following lessons. Study them until you understand the principle behind each reason that traps you in poverty. It's not too late to break free!
Top10 Reasons You Will Never Be A Millionaire
#1 That $25/week means you'll have to go without a Starbucks treat every single day!
#2 Instead of living just below my means, I've decided to live just above my means and allow my income to catch up with my lifestyle as I get older. In the meantime, I can support a nicer lifestyle using credit cards and a loan from Mom & Dad. The interest payments aren't that high.
#3 Instead of buying stocks, I decided to buy a car. My girlfriend loves my Mercedes! My car dealer and banker had no problem lending me the $200,000, so it must be within my means. After the monthly car loan payment, I still have plenty left for insurance, maintenance, repairs, road taxes and petrol.
#4 Stocks seem too risky, so I've decided to keep my savings safe-and-sound in fixed deposits with my bank. They are guaranteed 2.5% per year interest and I can't lose my money.
#5 I decided to invest in stocks, but my broker recommends I sell when I can realize a 10% profit. He say's "you can't go broke taking a profit".
#6 I decided to speed up the millionaire process from 40 years to 20 years by improving my stock market returns to over 20% instead of a steady 12% per year. I think I can do this by trading speculative stocks as they indicate buy & sell signals on the price chart patterns.
#7 Instead of buying stocks, I decided to invest in a second property. My grandfather made a fortune in property in Singapore. I can buy a second condo for $500,000 and lease it out for cash flow of $1,000/month. I only have to put 20% down too, just $100,000, and I can borrow that on a personal loan from the bank with my current income.
#8 I need all my money for necessities today. Instead of saving $100/month today, I'll wait until I'm 30 or 35 and save more aggressively, maybe $250/month, to make up for not saving today. It will be easier to save later because I'll probably have a higher income.
#9 Instead of saving just $100/month, I decided to save $200/month and retire early as a younger millionaire. The problem is that I keep needing money for some unplanned event that comes up, and it forces me to liquidate my portfolio every so often, then I have to start all over again. Sometimes I have to sell at a loss in a bear market when an emergency comes up.
#10 I decided to speed up the wealth creation process with some help from my friendly broker, who agreed to lend me $1 for every $1 I invest in my stock portfolio... something called a margin account that effectively doubled the size of my portfolio. It worked great in 2000, as my tech stocks rose 10%, I made a 20% gain! Then when the techs sank in 2001, my portfolio kept falling and my broker kept calling--something called a margin call, that required me to add more money to maintain less than 50% debt level. I added all the money I could, but the stupid stocks kept falling and eventually the broker forced me to sell them all at a huge loss!
Hope dis helps u all.. haha
Friday, August 12, 2005
>1208
As usual, Friday is a dae where lessons are utmost boring..without too much upheavals and everything remains serene, peaceful and calm. It was only our own senseless PE teacher whom made us sprinted for 2 rounds(with 1 round of walking in between) when we are going to have our IPPT(or most call it NAPFA..but is that how its spelt? correct me if im wrong=])
This year i dun tink i did quite well for my IPPT as my old ailment acted up on me after my pull-up.. which affected my performence for the later part of the day. Things just never goes smoothly for me with many obstacles in my life where we wld hv to overcome it ourself, yes, just on your own. Or is it that me myself had set too high targets for myself which make me think that, im always that.. useless? or rather.. feeling angst(with reference to honz).. always.. not onli for just August ya.. heh.. =p
Arhh.. ok..its now over for all those whinning as what done is done! We should just look ahead, and remember to leave some footsteps behind, regardless of good or bad, it will just help us in some way.. just sooner or later in our life. I dun tink theres anythg that lifts my mind up that i should mention though. After all this whines your might already be feeling bored. So i guess, i shall end here!
Cheers!
Anyway, just to intro a new chinese singer(i guess) to everyone! her name is Tong En and i feels that she sings pretty well!
Thursday, August 11, 2005
>1108
theres basically nth much to talk about td.. its jux another boring day at sch onli.. got back 2 test todae.. did not do well though.. but my emaths jux avg la.. chinese was a total flung! zzz o ya..the stupid phy test td.. which im vry sure i am going to fail it.. badly.. >.<
cheers!
a little note for all(esp those who does not read newspapers or concern bout news)
currently.. our dear neighbout had a serious haze which have reached a astronomical value of 500+ PSI <-- they are jux so close to our fren DANGEROUS level. For more info, pls contact me personally or check our own SPH newspaper! For those whom r living in msia.. dun forget ur masks! take care!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
>0810
hmm.. ok.. now im back for some blogging again..dis is basically due to the overwhelming asking of dis questions- "u got blog?" , "quick make a blog now lah!".. etc etc.. basically..i refused to blog is that me myself had deleted a painstakingly made blog and therefore stopped blogging even before this blogging stuff become the current "in-thing"
so basically..thats all for my opening "speech" and some word for thought!=) though some of u might hv heard it from me already or seen it from my frenster!
Human vs Turtle
Upon hatching from their eggs at the beach, Turtles cannot live without their shell.
Human beings are just like turtles. We each have a hidding corner which totally belong to us, and nobody can enter. When someone tries to scare us, heartedlessly hit us hard on our shell or even when we simply suffer from unknown paranoia, we tend to retreat and hide. After awhile, when we decide to get out of the stuffy enclosure of ours, we feel naked and may be harmed by any predators around.
Guess most of the time, people ain't in their shells by choice. It's just because it is difficult to find people who makes them feel secure and safe.
