"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Saturday, May 27, 2006
>oh well. received my report card yesterday.. but since i already know my results earlier on, it isnt much of neither a disappointment or joy.
i guess i should learn to be contented with certain results, but, it is difficult to attain it when you do not know how did you die. I would never be contented without knowing the reason of dying. damn. Till know, it still remains as a mystery... let's hope time will upfold it..
Btw, if anyone read this post, do u mind telling me who got the position of 9 in class?
Friday, May 19, 2006
>how long more must you torment me.
I'hv had enough of it and today, i would believe that it would be the strike just before the final blow. I could not accept this fact and don't wish to.
This is far too much. Everything is lost. Confidence, Pride and Hopes.
well, maybe i gained one thing. Rains of sorrows. Thanks for showering me with it.
As for the others who had done well or hit your expectation, congratulations.
-alone in a dark room awaiting for Reaper's Sythe
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
>burdens off. lesser load to carry from now on.
best of luck.
Cheers.
Monday, May 15, 2006
>allright. exams over. gone in a gust of wind. now is, dust to dust, earth to earth, everything back to normal. but well, this is another step to O lvl.
enough of studies now, chuck them aside!
hmm, today went to moses house.. palyed squash. it was damn fun la. except.. my poor back.
[caution pls do warm-up b4 haf games of squash] and we played in xbox- fatal frame. its damn scary!!! hahaha. well, had soccer too, played wif his neighbours and they are seriously friendly. well, lastly, thanks moses for ur chicken! hehs.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
>o yea. 1 more down. 2 left on monday but these are just minor papers, there's still one more which is of utmost importance...
and btw, i did found out something, this is of real experience. Studying too hard would not necessarily bring u good results. Instead, just relax! heex.
Enjoy this wkend all my dearest frenx and of cus, GOD! dun work too hard la.. heex.
Im certainly gonna enjoy myself..
HAIL THE MAHJONG ka-ki(s)!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
>allright. now marks a break in my exam. Firstly, I would like to offer my apology, God. must take the shit and paint the wall, if not later die ar. heex. and u so long no go piglin le, must lai pa mahjong! and put some $ in my pocket.. hahaha=p
Next, I would like to congratulate the opposition party in winning 1/3 of the votes of the Singaporean. this mark a gd 9% more from the last election if my memory did nt fail me.
now.. i would like to complain that.. Queensway Sec sch of arranging the exam papers on different days is kinda weird.. They place all the paper one at the last.. and are they trying to imply that, u can rest in the midst of the exam as paper one doesn't require much studying! why don't they follow the conventional way of which one subject(paper one n two) per day?
Well, gd luck to all those who are either in the midst of preparing their papers or gonna receive their results soon!
Cheers
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa