"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
>Dimension number?
Which ever number you're in, I will never be there.
Nothing beats this sentence, "zhen zhen jia jia, jia jia zhen zhen" for this week.
Nothing seems to be real.
Nothing seems to be fake.
Nothing, totally nothing.
Reality or just a pawn to other's desires.
Is it a show or a play or maybe, a ruse?
Go on or to return to a point of no return?
Maybe, heading back to the shell would be the best.
Till Im ready for more storms and rain.
But, can I really return to the shell of mine?
Friday, July 21, 2006
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
>World Cup finals
I believe this was a great disappointment for all the French fans and the Italian fans shouldn't be too glourious with this win either. Of cause, matarazzi should be given the Man-Of-The-Match. He was the source which cause Zizou to get red-card. But well, there is another accomplice as well. It was the ref. I believe that he should know that he can't make any official decisions based on a video! This is something I personally could not accept. Non of the officials on the field saw it!
But well, I believe that this is one of the worst World Cup there is. Not only in the finals, there were quite a number of matches not being officiated too well. Like the 3 yellow-cards incident. Something i would also question is why did Fifa select those average refrees to officiate the more important matches. Like Samsul or Shamsul Maldin(pls correct my spelling error), he was one of the best I would say and yet, he wasn't chosen to be one of the refs to officiate the later matches. That's a very questionable point about Fifa. But now, I would seriously hope that the Zizou-Matarazzi case would be taken properly! GO ZIZOU!
The big day
Today will be the time to get my house warmed up abit. Raise the temperature of ever inch of my new house. There will be quite a large number of people coming, noise and laughter will definately ring thru the air! Mahjong thruout the nite! YIPPE=x oh well, lets await the arrival of the guest! have a great day all.
Monday, July 03, 2006
>Another year for me had flew pass me yesterday. had a rather full dinner which is good and cheap. Just a slight recommandation, it is a seafood "restaurant" opposite phoenix LRT. *slurps.
But before this "big day", I had another fun-filled day as well. Thanks very much for your lunch, present and..etc etc heex. and hope u liked the buffet at the end of the day too. (psst, must eat more la.) hehs. We could meet up sometime in the future too! =)
July the 1st and 2nd will be the day that is carved in my mind forever^^
Well, now for some comments on the world cup. I seriously find the ref(s) who judged the match between Brazil and France is kind of biased. The ref seem to be siding France more. But well, since Brazil is out now, many would think that Germany will win the world cup due to home ground advantage and their strong attacks. But against Italy where their defence fortress is very strong, they could easily launch a counter-attack against Germany's young defence. As for France vs Portugal, I believe that as long as Zizou and Henry teaming with Makalele and Viera, this quad will be very strong. But I still hope that Portugal will win it.
(Final verdict: 1st: Italy 2nd: Portugal 3rd:Germany 4th: France)
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa