"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Saturday, March 31, 2007
>all you can do is to catch a glimsp of his back as he steps into the oblivion of darkness.
all you can see is the footsteps that he has left behind.
all you can think of is the memories that have left behind.
(goodbye)Labels: farewell.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
>things are getting dusty here but well, whatever.
everything is coming to an end and a new start is just around the corner. it is just how amazing our class is able to bond together so quickly and of cus, it is sad that the 305/405 is also getting vry kinda of splited up so quickly too. is that really how fragile relationships are such that when we pass bvy each other maybe 5 years down the road and we are complete strangers? or is it just that i, myself drifted apart from you guys? maybe its just my fault, my fault.
it has been nearly a month since i blogged, of course, the biggest event would be the chinese new year and the O lvl results. the former is still not bad but the latter is not realli good so dun probe too much and i wun even want to think about it. and this is my fault, my fault.
if you guys have anything that's unhappy about and u r lucky enuff or maybe, unlucky to read this post, whatever happens, just put the blame on me, its all my fault, my fault.
[to fork: r u the one who said "we havnt talked a long time the other day?"]Labels: my fault.
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa