"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Saturday, July 18, 2009
>2nd book out! last week past quite fast.. with the loads of activities. woot.
and booked out at ard 3pm ytd, went back to cj. the ever so familiar place.. where there will be a flashback of memories at every corner of the school. i really love that place, its just like a home. met prashan and mrlim and had some chats, quite glad to talk to both of them again and mr lim is finally joining a race! haha. i wish the teachers all the best on aug 15 and hes going for 10km run at ahm too! heex. so happy. and today, odac is joining some smaller scale njc odac race thing, i hope they did train hard for it and not for play play only though. next yr will be the time where they must perform.
and so, i manage to sort of do the best run on this old friend, the bread shaped track where it given me what i have today. though its difficult to run on it, but tts what makes it even tougher. wanted to fulfil my promise of lvl0 30rnds i made last year, and i did made it, even much faster than that. after the first 10 rnds, i thought that why not try for lvl 1 instead, until the 18-20 rnds where i cant sustain that pace anymore... i wont be too sad for why lvl 1 not happened, but i had achieved what i wanted!
thanks prashan and mr lim for running wif me the last few rounds, it really pushed me on as my back was giving me abit of problems since round 24 onwards. im glad i finished it and the feeling at the end is really shiok! woohoo. 43.01, i will nvr forget this number, and aug 10 is where it will b gone, hopefully i can still have a last chance to run on it.. =D hehe.
the reasons that i ran for, the people whom i run for, the odac that i ran for..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
>its finally bookout and hello again after 3 weeks! it is indeed a big leap from the previous chapter as everything is going so much faster. fortunately, i can still keep up with everything and this break is really very much needed...
went to watch transformer dis morning too. i feel that its quite nice and i kinda liked it! some people said that there is no story but apparantly, there is. maybe these people didnt get the story line or.. oh well. everyone has their own preference!! =)
many people are leaving this little island, well, everyone has their own path to tread! i wish all of those leaving or have left all the best yea! do take care... uhh.
oh well, more to come next week in the packed week again and im happy to run for AHM! woot. =DD jiayou!
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa