today has been a week of block leave already! its really great so far.. few more days left, before the new chapter begins...
lets see, last wed(1st day), booked out, went to eat.. use comp.. slept at like 1am.. thu- 2nd day: woke up late in the afternoon.. fri- 3rd day: gone to cj for frisbee! den went for f1 rocks concert at nite! sat- 4th day: went out with some of my BMT section mates for dinner! sun- 5th day: Spent time typing things and.. tts itt! ah D= mon- 6th day: went for a movie- the ugly truth, a really funny movie! heh. and visited ntu too! quite tues- 7th day: went back to cj for a run and talk talk with mr lim! nice talk and i realise im getting unfit. oh no!!! uhh. today: went to learn how to roller blade at ecp! hehe. quite happy becus at least i can blade a little now. but still super lousy. haha.
a little story... In the world of plantae, it's a kingdom of plants. There was one called sansevieria. He went to the park one day with the most precious thing of his life, and left... around 3 weeks later, he realised that he had lost that item, but all that time, he thought that he had it with him all the time... today, he went back to the place, thought of those times he had.. but it was never the same. As he was returning to the place where he hides himself, he realise that there are so many other things that could take over that one he lost. He was happy, for that moment. But then he thought, it's just never the same again..
A little song.. 我是真的为你哭了 你是真的随她走了 就在这一刻 全世界伤心角色 又多了我一个 我是真的为你爱了 你是真的随她走了 能给的我全都给了 我都舍得 除了让你知道 我心如刀割
And end of with A little phrase.. 人的心是个神奇的东西. 他能带来无限的伤痛和无限的喜悦.
today is my shortest bookout ever man.. had cdo duty.. and basically just sit there and do nothing! omg. wasted like 24hrs on my life. uhh. only did reading, listening to music, talk cock.. well, tts about it.
and there is another 5km comp coming up! kinda excited but afraid too... can i have tt type of speed for 5km? >.<
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
