decided to sleep later today so as to rest more, but damn.. think i lost focus. got the sick feeling coming.. comon filoss! u cant afford to get sick now. this is why today is not productive, only managed 2 chem paper 2 till now.. sigh. very low productivity. this is also why i didnt go out today to study.
feel like giving up now but i know i can't.. "..with our mental strength, strive on till the end!"
all you people out there, take care of yourself yea. everything will be over soon, i hope.
today, j-ones went to sungei buloh + kranji war memorial. hope they learned more and be able to appreciate what we have today and how lucky they are. becus, they are really very very lucky.
now watching the artistic gym. it is really beautiful but guess the judges are screwed up. some points are so unfair and can see the gymnast are realy enjoying. Think the judges are quite biased against the russian Anna Besonova. her performence are beautiful, but just don't seem to get over the 18marker till the club. this type of judging sux as we don't know how it is graded.
prelims, aim for all H2 Cs to get ropes lvl 3!! and it is getting further away from me. I seriously want some time for myself and escape from this studying.. sigh. just changed the song, better man. hope everything can be better, the world, the environment, cj odac,cj odac batch X, j-ones, and myself... this just came to my mind suddenly, love is not a dead thing you can take.
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
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