"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Friday, August 29, 2008
>teachers day today! the celebrations in school was not bad, good effort! and abit sad for the gymnasts, tink dey r paiseh also but no choice, still have to smile. and the j-ones did something nice for mr lim too, i think it was very good of them and that showed some initiative which was seriously lacking..
then, back to qss with phil,ern and toon. met seng yang, chunkit,eunice and alex there too. it was nice to be back there again, the memories came back of what we always do, the laughters.. etc. kind of mixed feelings when i got back. many people didnt go back, and most who are there, are actually more of people in the normal stream. i can use my fingers and toes to count the number of express ppl who went there. are thses people too smart for their own good? some may have exams,jobs or other reasons, that, i understand. but how many actually fall into that catagory?
human nature.. selective memory.
dont think that im blaming, im not, just disappointed in homosapiens; able to think and forget.
anyways, it was great to see the teachers still doing fine and mr low had lunch with us! woohoo. he as usual, the funny old man and say how some students don't listen to instructions for practical and anyhow add the solutions. hehs. furthermore, QSS is having a indoor sports complex! omg. suddenly large influx of money in qss... >.<
I think the teachers was happy to see their old students back, the type of unexplainable feeling that you get. and when i got back there, some of my past juniors still recognised me when i didnt recognise them! it was quite nice to see them pursuing their dreams and matured since i saw them. and u can still feel the type of feeling of being treated like a senior. its just a nice feeling, guess tts the same as what the teachers feel when they see us..
when chunkit told me bout something td, i forgot to tell him this. in life, we can't please everybody so sometimes, people may not like you. just do what you think is right and dont harm others. have your own way of life and not living in the shadows of others..
today, thought bout something during a ride. guess exams makes my thoughts go wild.
was wondering if this world, everybody is able to love their friends just like how they love their partners, and then bring the love to their partners to another higher level, won't that make earth an even better place?
if everyone cared, nobody cried,
if everyone loved and nobody lied,
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
we see the day where nobody died.
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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