wondering what is happening to me recently.. where do i get all the energy from even i had so little sleep. this is simply abnormal that i don't think my body is mine anymore. the only time that i feel tired is when i hit the bed at home. but today, im going to break that curse! shall employ red bull to help me! give me wings to escape from that abyss.
had blood donation today too, was the last 2 wif man and koped all the food=x. n the ppl today seems to be less experienced than the last time!! argh. first time i have a little bruise at my middle finger becus of the prick.. and though td is my 3rd time donating.. its the first time i see that big needle inserted into my skin. wow. looked in amazement that my skin could stretch that much. =/. today is also the first time i felt abit of pain during the poking of needle.. all this shows how much lousier they r compared to the past! maybe they are newbies... becus i see no confidence in their eyes and they seem so dead doing their job! how can something that give life be so dead. irony.
tomorrow is the payment for the deposit of grad night, sorry t14 that i'm not going. tts why im now trying to spend as much time with the class as possible.. will never forget you guys. t14 rock on!
From honz blog: im a mediator... settle issues between people...(sounds familiar to me) i will add, and let all misgivings be directed to me; makes the world a better place.
Ni shi wo de yan, dai wo ping lue si ji de bian hua.... You are my pair of eyes, bringing me through the changes of the four seasons...
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
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