Journal
Friday, November 28, 2008 >tomorrow is da day. i will be leaving for taiwan for OhMyGFF(oversea madness great formosa friends). will be back on 10th december, see ya and enjoy all of your holidays!!! treasure em!=))
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 >ytd was great at eugene tan house. had lotsa fun and did taiwan planning as well. to me, yesterday was totally well spent. both work and fun=)
had bbq but didnt eat much cus had a cut on lips which made eating painful, played mahjong,cards and wii which was sooooo tiring. >.< arm training man.
anyway, it was a great time over there and 4 more days to taiwan!!!
Friday, November 21, 2008 >this 2 days though had frisbee(ytd) and soccer(today), it was fun. but in my mind was wondering how were the j1s doing and now.. it is.. sigh. _____________________________________________________________________ takizawa. he is disappointed he is sad he is... he is... he is...
good luck rod,dan,che. jiayou!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 >yesterday was a great day!
the 2yrs of slogging(actl 1/2 a year of real studying) had finally came to an end. indeed, it was really fast. the time that we spent as we look back seems to be just last week or even yesterday.
is time really passing so fast that caught us unaware, or are we always so preoccupied that we lost time instead.
slowing down in such a fast pace society an option?
anyway, happy birthday to mandy ytd and guin today!! hope both of u had a great birthday!!=)
Saturday, November 15, 2008 >firstly, happy bday yang and dan! hehs=D
today sent off the j1s and really hope all the best for them and well.. lose many things which i think they will. becus i took their bread and they didn't even know=.= and mrlim arriving at 6.56.. hehe..
going to be last paper soon.. the time will come when the time comes. im gonna miss...
removed the website from the previous post. when i say i will, it will really mean i will.
Thursday, November 13, 2008 >i seriously think that ACJC is screwed up (sorry to all those who are pro-acjc) but yes, after this case, i do not know what does it speak of the school and from what the reply of the principle. it is indeed a joke.
does too much studying leads to erosion of simple respect?
very happy for all my friends who didn't went there and hopefully those who are there, such thing did not happen to you.
Monday, November 10, 2008 >argh, today's physics p2 sux. another uncertain A again. i hate this feeling. mcq needs at least 30, hopefully 32 or even 35. go jet!
everything will be over soon.. finally. everything in 2 years for this.
Saturday, November 08, 2008 >hey people. i know its stressful during the A levels, watch this to destress! =)
esp for those at the shop on friday night!! hehe. =DD http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=XoNTPsbxYKk
and formosa people! somemore videos here.. hehe
http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=T8mKxiZfL_w http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=s3NWm6mYUsE - tokyo drift.. editted. http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=fl8t5nJp2AQ - think this is quite old, but well=)) http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=BsNeV9JKHHQ - no comments.>.< http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=-tbJ4HavnKE - hahaha. =D http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=gwBS578V7d4 - nice nice.
http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=-B5xBlvmhXk - this is long, but v.funny!!!! wahhaa. sai li yang. chao zhi bai. hehehehe http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=AZ1V5zArWQg - wu jian dao- CD pro2 =x
http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=fbuh5mRFMfw - weird beng-ish love rap.
[note: it will be good if u understand a little hokkien=)]
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 >2nd post today.. just in an hour.
got an sms. .... luck is proportional to square root of preparation. but it seems like cube root to me.
anyway, i got my direction, finally...
>im seriously very scared now. the strength in me is depleting.
how long more can i last... sigh.
today when going home, 2 sides seem to be talking to me.
give up jethro, what for continue working hard to end up like that today? you can never achieve your aim anymore... is gone, GONE! stop deceiving yourself.
it is just part of the paper, work extra hard to get back what you have lost. it is not the end. what happen to your M, mental! this little trip today is to wake you up and work even harder!
can i press on...
Sunday, November 02, 2008 >felt sick ytd, popped in panadol and had a slp tt made me feel better. no way am i gonna let you bring me down. no way... to a lvl as well.
Project FM! Formosa Madness. (FOR Me, Odac Spirit, A level) Focus Mental.
good luck to all starting tomorrow!!
endure and enjoy.
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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