im seriously very scared now.
the strength in me is depleting.
how long more can i last... sigh.
today when going home, 2 sides seem to be talking to me.
give up jethro, what for continue working hard to end up like that today? you can never achieve your aim anymore... is gone, GONE! stop deceiving yourself.
it is just part of the paper, work extra hard to get back what you have lost. it is not the end. what happen to your M, mental! this little trip today is to wake you up and work even harder!
can i press on...