today is the darkest period of my entire life..
experienced the feeling of being alone in this world, walking along the streets just lik a mindless soul. basically, walking zombie. the feeling was scary and i felt tt there isn't really much to hold on to this world..
the world felt cold and horrid, leaving a blankless soul to die on the streets... how i wish tt lightning would just strike me or some accident would just happen and end all the misery. the flame is extinguish, the soul is gone, the heart has stopped. i need to find them back, and i noe it will always be with you..
and today is a rainy day, even the skies are crying for me? or pitying me? or adding salt to the wound?
please, just end this. end everything..
or maybe.. all of us in future should be selfish and not give all out...
the more you give, the deeper shit you are in.
i guess, sealing the heart into the darkest part of you is the best way not to get hurt anymore..
I wish you all the best, sincerely and that you have another person there waiting for you..
good bye.