this couple of days seem to be the lowest in my entire 18+ yrs, finally, im getting back onto my feet but the wound does still hurt at times... and time will heal all wounds, but scars will always be there.
it seems like i will still take quite some before a new takizawa can be born and now all focus is on his NS chapter. The other special chapter has come to an end and I believe a new special chapter will not be here so easily again..
because because because... trusting is so difficult once again..