went back to cj today to meet the odacers for frisbee and later we had lunch! it was really great to catch up with few of these guys and girls and that many things had happened and i don't know. partially was due to NS, but mostly it lies with me. even before NS, i did neglect you guys, i'm sorry people. real sorry. realised that i was really wrong... i know my mistake.
even though the feeling of back in school was really nice, the beautiful odac and t14 memories... there were painful ones as well, especially after seeing..
i dont like that feeling. seriously, i need to get it out of my head, my heart. and that i felt i was really old after that, it seemed that the period got me tired, very tired.
indeed, everything in this world has a price to pay, and now, i feel that it is a price to large to be paid.
it is just like playing in the mud where there is alot of fun, until u realised that it suddenly became quiksand and suks you into it. you can't do anything but prepare for your death... fortunately, he isn't alone and there are friends by his side trying to pull him out..
i dont blame anyone, but myself.