Journal
Saturday, December 26, 2009 >merry belated xmas blog. dis xmas was quite alright, spent the day with my family and watched ANC 2=) theodore is super duper cute! hoho. =D. hmmmm. dan later at nite met up with rodshoesdanyanghongtaaalgae. had a nice chit chatting session and its quite nice walking down orchard road with the lights all there. i like it=). it felt all perfect but smth seems to be missing.
and 26th had a xmas picnic but it rained initally! ugh. but anyways, we hid under the shelter and chit chat, eat and had funn! "its not a picnic without a mat!!" and "auntie with attitude!" rain stopped and we went on to the top!! first time kite flying and its so funn! heh. enjoyed it loads and im happy!=) so much laffter with the "Sotongman" and its truly an enjoyable experience.
lets hope things start to pick up..2010.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 >read something that I really like from honz blog..
"best way to live life is to close our ears and open our minds. listen to opinions and comments but keep an open view on them. it doesnt matter, really, what other people think about you; the kind of things you do, the kind of clothes you wear, the kind of smile you put across your face. you do your own thing because no one knows you better and knows what's best for you other than you yourself."
"enjoying beautiful moments in life, forgetting the ugly ones and all in all, learning from everything life has to throw at us."
many of us care so much of what others think of us such that we are living a life in the shadows of others and are uncomfortable or even unhappy with what they wear, what they say, where they go. Don't tell me there isn't once you never thought of what others think of you. Do what's best for yourself, and dont listen blindly to what others say. Experiencing it yourself always gives you a clearer picture. Plainly because, you are not him and he's not you.
LIVE YOUR LIFE!
>Had quite an interesting night ytd, supper plus some exploration of roads. heh. and i would have to say that the tau huey at balestia(i think its the 3rd bro one) has a better ambience for talking because its not so crowded and more peaceful ar. but the you tiao is not as hot... =( but the tauhuey is still good! and i hope it didnt waste too much fuel and yep, its a great time catching up! =D "sa po fan" next!
and finally i have prepared what i need to...
Sunday, December 20, 2009 >long time since i last blog.. so many changes, so many things happened.
the ooc thing is now a thing of the past, cant wait for 2009 to be over. its a year of ups and ups and down down down down down which brings me to today. everything will have a limit, i hope that 2010 will be much better and things will pick up!
the start of 2009 started off so beautifully, so happily and i got everything i wanted, but yet, i lost everything by the end of 2009.
is it really not meant to be and im better off somewhere else with some other people.. or isit a punishment?
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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