long time since i last blog.. so many changes, so many things happened.
the ooc thing is now a thing of the past, cant wait for 2009 to be over. its a year of ups and ups and down down down down down which brings me to today. everything will have a limit, i hope that 2010 will be much better and things will pick up!
the start of 2009 started off so beautifully, so happily and i got everything i wanted, but yet, i lost everything by the end of 2009.
is it really not meant to be and im better off somewhere else with some other people.. or isit a punishment?