Had a new hairdo for a new month, feeling much lighter and cooler. (:
Some things that I have thought about during runs yesterday and the long train rides I took today..
Throughout my life, I feel that I'm such an asshole.
I have not forged strong bonds for the past 21 years with my family members and relatives and I'm so selfish.
I do not dare to face failures, in competitions, in runs in everything. No one likes to fail, yes tts true. I need to remember to remember how to stand up after failing and come back stronger. Even in my relationships with people.. or the other part of me.
And now, JFM is playing a song by Shania Twain- From this moment..