"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Monday, August 01, 2011
>Had to urge to go for a run after I reached home.. the feeling of running seems to be an addiction, or an escapade. I find peace in that moment to think through things, but I can't be selfish to let my parents worry since it's the 7th month now. I believe in spirits, and respect that they are just another being. Sometimes, humans may be scarier than spirits, at the very least, you can see through them.
Happy with all my new found friends and the trust forged.. it has been great knowing all of you and the next 4 years im sure it will be enjoyable. (:
With the question of yes or no, right or wrong. It would be a yes and I have no idea if it's right. And there will be no definate answer. Life is contradicting.
All I can say is that, 'I'll be there for you'. I may say it at the end not because I'm expecting anything.. or actually I hope there can be, but still, I'm trying not to hope for anything. So When it comes, ill be much happier(: . back to the topic, Ill say it is because I do not want to live in regrets, just that, I dont want to lose a friend...
And I'm sorry for the awkwardness. I'm fine with it but, not sure for you.. really sorry.
I'll be there for you, These five words I swear to you, When you breath I want to be the air for you, I'll be there for you.
Anyway, JFM today will be playing Back at one by brian mcknight! Enjoy Square. (: hope you will like it.
One, you're like a dream come true.. Two, Just wanna be with you...
Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa
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