Obsessed, depressed at the same time; And I can't even walk a straight line. I've been lying in the dark; no sunshine, no sunshine, no sunshine.
This sentence very much speaks for how I feel.. that I feel like I'm losing myself much in the hustle & bustle of everyday school life. How much longer can it be hidden, the smile can it still be there. But yet deep inside, I feel so lost. I dont have a clear purpose, and with the injury bugging me.. I can't have my regular dosage of medication(runs) to bring me back or at least, give me some peacetime.
School is indeed tiring and I'm trying to be disciplined which is really tiring.. hope i can get use to it soon.
And this song can't come any better, totally describing how I feel. Been lying in the dark, and I don't think this is really me. But, I can't go round spreading negativity too.
Ill have to spiral out of this negativity. and i love you.