"Reflections In The Puddles"
Journal
Sunday, July 31, 2011
>Had a new hairdo for a new month, feeling much lighter and cooler. (:
Some things that I have thought about during runs yesterday and the long train rides I took today..
Throughout my life, I feel that I'm such an asshole.
I have not forged strong bonds for the past 21 years with my family members and relatives and I'm so selfish.
I do not dare to face failures, in competitions, in runs in everything. No one likes to fail, yes tts true. I need to remember to remember how to stand up after failing and come back stronger. Even in my relationships with people.. or the other part of me.
And now, JFM is playing a song by Shania Twain- From this moment..
Saturday, July 30, 2011
>A 10km run in CJ, the place where my running journey began, and have not ended since then.
A run is never done alone, it is the support that gives him the purpose and tenacity to take the next step. Though it may not mean much to others, but every single runs means something.. Was happy that at least I managed to complete the 30rounds, but I just couldnt sustain at the pace I wanted to go. Sorry.
In the past, I would have stopped if I can't carry on at my targetted pace and start 1min later till I complete my 30 rounds. Today, it was different. I told myself, I must not stop. Nothing can stop me as long as my believe and purpose stood strong, Not even the pain that my knee gave. And it was the first time I'm running for this reason at a place where I love the most. This run is for you.
and JFM is playing Lonestar- amazed.
Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take..
Friday, July 29, 2011
>A really dusty place after 1year and 4months.. in case later someone who stumbled upon here will be saying this is an un-updated blog and will be obliged to give me something? :)
A new beginning, A new chapter, A brand new page to colour.
It's time to colour the pages and build the memories. (: Though apprehensive about the future, I do hope for the best for everyone, let's go!
May all our dreams come true. (:
and so far, it has been
1) I want to know what love is
2) Wei Yi
3) You & Me
4) Right Here Waiting For You
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Voices
Quotes
"if someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them."
(ripped from solasura-honz)
As you envelope my mind,
thoughts are all about you.
I hope that you could walk into the ghost of me.
My heart have been delievered to your doorstep, do you accept this mail?
Could you pull out some time for me
and give both of us a chance to be together.
Waiting isn't a problem,
losing you would be the biggest trauma I would get.
May this day where our hearts bond together come soon.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail. Love is eternal.
A recollection of poetry
"Twilight funeral"
Blackened and cold is the dusk
A veil where the shadows watch
Behind the dim requiems of light
When blindness envelopes our eyes
Silent and unholy is the dusk
A hole where the demons smirk
Beyond the clutters of human life
When deafness embraces our ears
Sable nothingness is the dusk
A shroud where the ravens flock
Tainting the purity of white clouds
When darkness devours our hearts
Inevitable death is the dusk
A cloak where the daggers hide
Under the facade of tranquility
When mortality is but a quip
- Solasura
"Muted Joy"
Words appearing before aquamarine eyes,
Inner warmth awakened.
Coldened heart was melted,
returning to its liquidfied state.
Hopes of rain fallen,
sheltered by feelings.
Flooded everywhere,
but not a single drop here.
Tune rings by the ears,
Emotions being mixed up.
Weak and deplorable,
Just takes the shape of you.
Ensnared by you,
Unintentionally or intentionally,
unable to be freed,
till Reaper's Scythe appears.
Which will appear first, rain or scythe?
"Solitude"
Time flies when words strung out,
numbing the bitter nerve.
Defrostation took place,
Everything seem to be in summer,
From the frosted white fingers,
darkness in the heart,
you brought warmth and light.
Turning upon an unretaliatable liquid.
Just as words strung out once again,
froze all happiness in me.
Bitterness awakened,
Negligible autumn, forver winterness.
Eclipse seems to take place forever.
Light and warmth never took place,
Darkness and chill,
mutated the mind into an unfeeling solid.
When solitude occurs, does anyone bothers?
- Takizawa